So here we go.  This is what I seek:

• Contentment
• Enjoyment
• Self-esteem
• Self-confidence
• Engagement with the world

Am I asking too much?

I'm not afraid of dying. In fact, some days I'd welcome death. It would end the unhappiness, the feeling of worthlessness, the stress and anxiety that are primarily of my own doing.

I should be happy. But I must be wired up wrong.

This blog is intended to be an account of my personal journey to wellness. My fightback starts now, today.